Spring and all the other things

OK, I hate spring and summer, hate the sun(especially when it shine right in your eyes early in the morning). But I have to admit I totally  love the smell of the Tilia tree that fills my room the moment I open my window.I could die for that smell...seriously!

 And still I'll keep my trade and not post only pleasant things :)

 Horror movies ruleee!Really! L O V E them! Remember watching The Haunting in Connecticut....like so scary and disgustuing.And since I am bipolar and I hated  it - I luuuved it :D

 Also The Amitivylle Horror, the new version casting Ryan Reynolds. That's what I call badass..kind of...So horror movies are need of mine, glad I have them :D

Friends or Foes

We all come to the point where we aks ourselves if the people we know are our friends or our biggest foes...Looking back I've always tried doing my best to help my so-called friends - no matter if we're talking about moral help or money.And I've lived with the thought that if Ím not in a mood I can ALWATYS rely on them,. just as they have relied on me!
But no- life is not a fairytale, it's a battlefield!You can rely on yourself only.Bitter. huh!>!

Matt LeBlanc

No, not the one from 'Friends', even though he is great...
This one is a painter and his work is sooo brilliant.Just fantastic.I've never really been into art but his work is unbelievably great.I'm speechless. Actually, I hope I can order at least one of his paintings soon :)
Here is his site, see it, you'll love it!

http://www.mattleblancart.com/

Tarja or Anette?

 To be or not to be...

Really, Tarja's fans can be pussies...never seen/read Anette's fans write suck shit as Tarja's ones do.Some people makemewonderwhy do I still support Tarja..... Anete is better anyway.Well, opinions are like assholes... everybody has one.

The Bloody Lady of Čachtice

Time for some history :)
A few years ago I watched some stupid American movie 'Stay Alive'. As 99.9 % of the new horror movies, it was pretty boring and over the top. However, there was something that grabbed my attention - the story for Elizabeth Bathory. It sounded so weird that I thought the makers of the movie had made up the story about her but still checked the net and Voilà, there she was.
To cut the long story short, mainly, most of the time,pretty often Ms Bathory was bathing herself in young lasses' blood.She had decided one day that she is getting too older and went crazy how on earth can this happen. So she thought it will be nice if she started killing young girls and bathe in their blood. How sweet of her!
By the way I just have to droll over her name in Czech - Alžběta Báthoryová... Anyway, I guess there are lots of material in the net so I should most probably go to read some more about her :)

A Pressure I Can't Hide

Dear Diary...right..or dear blog...

Anyway, I hate losing people/creatures I love - no matter if I lose them physically or mentally. Somehow, both of these things are losts but which one is stronger?
I mean, if you lose someone mentally, because of differences in the way of thinking, you can always bring them back, even by pretending(believe me).
But what if we do lose someone physically? He/She/It just disapeeras from the horizon, he/she/it is no more...what do we do? Sit down and watch in denial, continue our miserable lives as if they have always been so sad, kill ourselves?
Let me tell you, I've always wanted to be the one who doesn't care, who doesn't give a fuck, who does not have some strong thoughts and feelings behing her stubborness ,seemingly stupid head.But it has always been there and I'm tired of denying that.
The wisdom of fools is easy to learn, some say, but that's probably the hardest thing you can ever learn. Preaching to be part of ' the other side' is the hardest lesson ever....
The easiest thing is to be who you are ;)

Headache and Tarja Turunen :)

Sometimes I wish I just could let go of everything. How can everything be so damn hard? All I want at the moment is to play the piano but it has to wait til the end of the week ;( And I feel the inspiration for new lyrics and melodies is starting to fill me again after more than 1 year :) Hep Hep :)
Anyway.... Monday was like the best day since sooo long! We had verrry special guests - Furnaze, Kings Of Modesty and the one and only Ms the-queen-of-ice Tarja Turunen.
FIrst on stage came Furnaze.And I was like - WTF!?! Amazing musicians!!! I was so lucky to see Andie Cayne after the concert and talk to her and of coorse, taking a photo and a signed CD!

After them we enjoyed the Finns from Kings Of Modesty :) And I had a brief meeting and a very pleasant conversation with the very nice Rane :)))

What can I say about Tarja that hasn't been said yet? Perfect singer, very cool woman. This time I succeeded in shaking her hand :) Too bad I couldn't catch her for a photo later but whatever! Photos and videos later - now out with my Attila :)