Monday, October 4, 2010

Lord Byron

I'm not a poet person, I've never liked all these movies about authors and genial writers and musicians... But for myself, I can definitely say the bad from the good. And here's Lord Byron. He seems has been amazing, different, genial person... so different from everything we might know today. And one of his poems means so much to me in sense of making me feel just different...desperate but at the same moment happy, wierd but normal, sad but content...Darkness:

Darkness

I had a dream, which was not all a dream.
The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars
Did wander darkling in the eternal space,
Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth
Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;
Morn came and went--and came, and brought no day,
And men forgot their passions in the dread
Of this their desolation; and all hearts
Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light:
And they did live by watchfires--and the thrones,
The palaces of crowned kings--the huts,
The habitations of all things which dwell,
Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed,
And men were gathered round their blazing homes
To look once more into each other's face;
Happy were those who dwelt within the eye
Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch:
A fearful hope was all the world contain'd;
Forests were set on fire--but hour by hour
They fell and faded--and the crackling trunks
Extinguish'd with a crash--and all was black.
The brows of men by the despairing light
Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits
The flashes fell upon them; some lay down
And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest
Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled;
And others hurried to and fro, and fed
Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up
With mad disquietude on the dull sky,
The pall of a past world; and then again
With curses cast them down upon the dust,
And gnash'd their teeth and howl'd: the wild birds shriek'd,
And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,
And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes
Came tame and tremulous; and vipers crawl'd
And twined themselves among the multitude,
Hissing, but stingless--they were slain for food.
And War, which for a moment was no more,
Did glut himself again;--a meal was bought
With blood, and each sate sullenly apart
Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;
All earth was but one thought--and that was death,
Immediate and inglorious; and the pang
Of famine fed upon all entrails--men
Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;
The meagre by the meagre were devoured,
Even dogs assail'd their masters, all save one,
And he was faithful to a corse, and kept
The birds and beasts and famish'd men at bay,
Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead
Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,
But with a piteous and perpetual moan,
And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand
Which answered not with a caress--he died.
The crowd was famish'd by degrees; but two
Of an enormous city did survive,
And they were enemies: they met beside
The dying embers of an altar-place
Where had been heap'd a mass of holy things
For an unholy usage; they raked up,
And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands
The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath
Blew for a little life, and made a flame
Which was a mockery; then they lifted up
Their eyes as it grew lighter, and beheld
Each other's aspects--saw, and shriek'd, and died--
Even of their mutual hideousness they died,
Unknowing who he was upon whose brow
Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,
The populous and the powerful--was a lump,
Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless--
A lump of death--a chaos of hard clay.
The rivers, lakes, and ocean all stood still,
And nothing stirred within their silent depths;
Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,
And their masts fell down piecemeal: as they dropp'd
They slept on the abyss without a surge--
The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,
The moon their mistress had expir'd before;
The winds were withered in the stagnant air,
And the clouds perish'd; Darkness had no need
Of aid from them--She was the Universe.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Holiday or a living Hell


We all crave for a holiday but sometimes it can turn to Hell! When you decide you'll go on a holiday really, but like really, think twice! Do not ever take the risk of going with someone who can totally crush your nerves. Like I did... yeah, I know we all got our own problems.But I try to never lay my nerves to the other people so why should someone totally insane screw my holiday. Or maybe I am not a person who needs a holiday..probably. FUCK YOU!
The best method is trying not to give a fuck.It actually works, I'm still mastering it :D

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Generation Kill ...

... is a TV-serial I can watch all over again...and again and again. Why?
Cause of the great cast, the great story , the awesome dialogue. Military movies are cool, we have to admit. Bad-ass soldiers fighting with the enemy. And this movie has it all - great idea, bad-ass actors, reality.It tells the story of soldiers fighting in Iraq. It's intensive, the language is pretty colourful so if you want something covered in moral do not watch this. There's a bit of everything. Plus the awesome Alexander Starsgard!!!! Do I love hm? Yup, I do! :D Tomorrow, I guess, some quotes of GK will follow. Now a pic of two of my favs in the movie - Brad Fucking Collbert












And Lt. Nathaniel Fl
ick

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Excuse me, I'll vote like an American

Most of the people I know seem to think American people(or majority of them) are so stupid they can't even spell their own name.... I beg to differ! These people are not guilty the last few years their leaders have been totally....let me not use bad words. But here in Bulgaria the situation has been the same. Just with the difference that nowadays even the people here are as stupid as our leaders.
Anyway, the conflict America vs The Middle East is probably one of the biggest conflicts in the history nowadays. And let me be on the side of America. You know why? And I'm not even going to mention the 11th of September, neither all the other Islam's attempts to kill more and more civilian people, be it in America or any other country! And I do think that Muslims are fanatical in their relegio. So fanatical they think by killing Christians or whatever , they are closer to God....please!?!
And I wanted to talk about Generation Kill :))) Maybe tomorrow...until then
God bless these guys! Hoorah

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Spring and all the other things

OK, I hate spring and summer, hate the sun(especially when it shine right in your eyes early in the morning). But I have to admit I totally  love the smell of the Tilia tree that fills my room the moment I open my window.I could die for that smell...seriously!

 And still I'll keep my trade and not post only pleasant things :)

 Horror movies ruleee!Really! L O V E them! Remember watching The Haunting in Connecticut....like so scary and disgustuing.And since I am bipolar and I hated  it - I luuuved it :D

 Also The Amitivylle Horror, the new version casting Ryan Reynolds. That's what I call badass..kind of...So horror movies are need of mine, glad I have them :D



Monday, March 29, 2010

Friends or Foes


We all come to the point where we aks ourselves if the people we know are our friends or our biggest foes...Looking back I've always tried doing my best to help my so-called friends - no matter if we're talking about moral help or money.And I've lived with the thought that if Ím not in a mood I can ALWATYS rely on them,. just as they have relied on me!
But no- life is not a fairytale, it's a battlefield!You can rely on yourself only.Bitter. huh!>!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Matt LeBlanc

No, not the one from 'Friends', even though he is great...
This one is a painter and his work is sooo brilliant.Just fantastic.I've never really been into art but his work is unbelievably great.I'm speechless. Actually, I hope I can order at least one of his paintings soon :)
Here is his site, see it, you'll love it!

http://www.mattleblancart.com/

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Tarja or Anette?

 To be or not to be...

Really, Tarja's fans can be pussies...never seen/read Anette's fans write suck shit as Tarja's ones do.Some people makemewonderwhy do I still support Tarja..... Anete is better anyway.Well, opinions are like assholes... everybody has one.